blonderoxy20

Its almost my birthday (2 weeks) and valentines day and I am going to san diego w/ my boyfriend. I'm totally excited and I can't wait! I am not sure what to get him though and its really bugging me. I have to get him something though and it has to be perfect and have meaning. I can't believe that I am almost 21 years old, its outrageous because I feel like I am 4, just last week I spilled cottage cheese all over the kitchen floor and that is something a 4 year old would do. My roommate has been sick and I made her dinner last night because she hasn't been eating but that does not even pertain to this journal entry at all. She thinks that she is engaged to my boyfriend and they talk often, it doesn't really freak me out since I am his valentine but it does scare me since she always plans things against me with him, like my Christmas present.grrrrrrrrr. Anyhow what was I talking about? Oh yeah, Ill be at the zoo on my birthday seeing the penguins and soaking up the warm sunshine. I am totally thrilled to go to San Diego since I've never been there! Can't wait, it wont come soon enough!Any ideas for what to get a boyfriend for Valentines???? Mary already suggested heart boxers :)

Today is a great day! Monday was an ever better day and last weekend was a perfect weekend! Why am I so happy you ask? Well it just so happens that my happiness is not because of the sunshine or the fact that my 21st birthday is in 17 days and I get to go to effing San Diego! It's much more than that. It isn't because I have one person on my mind and its all I can think of, its still more than that. It has to do with perfection and finding exactly what you want, putting yourself out there, going after it and getting it! Some of you might know what I'm talking about.....BUT its not that I, myself, went out and got something, the other half of this topic wanted me just as bad and now its affirmative :) I could not be more happier! This weekend is going to be a great weekend! I can't wait!

Tonight I had such a wonderful time! I had dinner w/ my friend Travis (he's kinda cute, but were just friends) and we saw Napolean Dynamite, which by the way is hillarious. We listened to underground hip hop in his car and I made fun of his age and he made fun of my height. Hee Hee. Thats all I have to say about that......All week I have been so bored. I watched 3 episodes of Dawson's Creek yesterday and two today, but I might watch another one real soon tonighgt! Tomorrow is my last day with my first graders at my practicum and I'm perty sad about that I will miss those sweet kids. I am also supposed to go do something fun with Gabino tomorrow and I'm looking forward to that. Mary and me are going to drive around and look at Christmas lights too in the evening after I study for my last test which is on Thursday at 1pm. After that I'm out of this town and back to working as a med aid handing out narcotics to the elderly at my best friends parents care facility! Life doesn't get much better than this does it?

The girls and I went out tonight to Outback steak house for our last time together this semester before break and it was so much fun! It was a much needed break away from everything here on campus. Before this outting I was getting dressed and scaring my rommate, for some odd reason she wouldn't rub coco butter on my legs for me and then she told Josh that she wanted a new roommate but she really loves me and she knows it :) My roommate is so funny! She was throwing coasters at Heather and almost hit a strange man in the back!! Then she was snapping pictures randomly of everyone, I can't wait to see how those turn out! *while i'm writing this she just came over and blew next to my ear* hott :) LOL. So back to my story. Once our food came Brenda prayed for us (which I really needed) and then we ate our yummie food and talked about the weirdest things. The man was cleaning up our table and he was like "It looks like a Batchelorette party!" We all laughed and I said 'yep, Mary's getting married." and of course she wasn't paying attention and when she realized what was going on she was like "no I"m not" and the man cleaning the table said to me "yeah to your boyfriend." Of course everyone laughed at that, but maybe it was one of those things that u had to be at......or something. She Mary Proceeded to tell me and the group about how the boy I like proposed to her online. After all that excitement and probably being the loudest group in the resturant we drove home and Mary and I went down GardenWay steet for our secret driving thing we do occasionally to stalk people, and its perty funny. So were doing our secret drive and there is a circle median and Mary tells me to drive around it, so we go sorta fast around this circle median two times until cars start coming and we all start feeling sick. Tonight was so much fun and I love the girls so much! They make me laugh really hard and always demonstrate to me how real friendships should really be :)

Tonight in our apartment was insane! I was randomly put in an awkwards situation with meeting a boy whom I have not heard good things about, so I didn't really know what to do, but thats not even the half of it! I felt really giddy tonight and hyper after talking with a friend on the phone for a long time. I was so wired! I finished my entire final for one of my ed classes and its perfect :) I felt like running outside and no one would go with me, but ALI! YES Neutron and Enzyme together again :) anyhow we went outside and I found a sippy cup and dumped the apple juice that was probably rotten out of it and her and I proceded to throw things up at mary and yell weird stuff at her. It was so funny. I think I pretty much went beserk! I just feel so relieved with school almost being done (thank God) and I am very excited about some things going on in my life right now --After getting candy (runts and strawberries) chucked at me and almost needing to go to the E.R. because my tooth got hit really hard, I decided it was time to calm down :)

First of all I don't like going to chapel and second of all I dislike Loren Crow very much! This morning he sat right in front of me and face and I couldn't even contain myself all I could think about was how stupid his hair cut looked from the back and how much I wanted to leave. Face didn't like him sitting in front of us either, she couldn't see around his fat head!

Oh yeah- Face and I were laughing perty hard (because were immature) and I think Loren was getting upset with us because we were so loud. We couldn't help ourselves but they kept sayins Mary's name and I'm sure its awkward for her to hear her name all the time and for some reason me and face just found all the mary comments funny. Once she starts laughing I start and then I can't stop!

I have no motivation to go to chapel because its so boring anymore and loren crow is so ridiculous! my rommmate and I ditched again today and she slyly turned are slips into the box without me even noticing and Loren was right by us. On our way back to our apartment we saw our smart R.A. and he asked us a question that has an obvious answer...."are you guys ditching chapel?" well duh, why else would we be walking the other direction? My reply was "oh there is no chapel today!" and I even have a straight face (it was hard to keep a straight face) and he actually believed me and almost turned around and came back with us until it finally clicked in his head that I way lying and he believed me! Hahaha! usually Iam really gullible, but this once I got someone else to believe a lie of mine! He thinks that people in his hall should be more honest......right -- if only he knew!

I am eating lunch and I just decided that my mouth is really tierd of chewing my food. I had to throw away the rest of my sandwhich because I couldn't chew anymore then I thought about it......I do eat a lot, not all at once, but throughout the day I am constantly eating something and maybe my mouth needs a break. My cheeks and Jaws are really sore and can't go on like this anymore. I hope they feel better before dinner cuz I'm already hungry!!

my dumb computer will not work with our new high-tech DSL connection and its making me scream! I am addicting to the net I will admit it and so that makes it 10 times worse! I called Dell and yelled at the people and the first man acutally hung up on me! He had the nerve to stop talking and hang up! So I had my roommate call and she talked to them (since she knows what she is doing)! she is hillarious to stupid people on the phone you should hear her talk to AOL its so funny! so after they tell her what to do they trasnfer us over to another person who will speak english and understand how to fix the problem.He started calling me mam and telling me how to fix the computer and I just got sick of hearing it and so I started talking to him: here's our conversation:
Rachel: Do you really like Dell?
Man: Yes I really do mam
Rachel :well you shouldn't
Man: well mam its like buying a car without any insurance in your case, you can't just take it back to the dealership.
Rachel: Yeah, but you can ram it off of a cliff!
Man: yes I guess u could do that, but it wouldn't fix the problem.
Rachel: It would make me happy for the moment
Man: yes I guess thats true

He wasn't very interested in talking to me and I think he was probably laughing at my stupidity and anger once I got off of the phone with him, but we got the part to fix it and it still wont effing work! I'm so mad at it I might really throw it off of a cliff!! Until next time.........

There are these times when everything just seems perfect and even though they don't last very long for that moment its wonderful. The moon was lite, the stars were out and after a long walk in the park in the dark and freezing cold all you have to do is cuddle and talk until it seems that the conversation is making you warm. Eventually under the stars and the mooonlight you experience true romance with a simple kiss........and now you can't stop thinking about it and are so happy and not sure of what to do,but being un sure is really ok!!
Anyhow enough about romance and love, I had a good break. I got to play with my 5 year old cousin and instead of talking to the other adults or hanging out with my older cousins I get out toys and play with the 5 year old.....can you tell I'm an ed major? hee hee. I went to dinner with my dad and brother and it was not fun at all, I almost cried in the middle of the resturant because they wouldn't stop fighting and it was just making me really upset. I also got to go crusing with some girlfriends and harrass people (which I live for) and it was so much fun! The break was well needed and something that I was looking forward to and I'm glad that I got to go home.

Face!! There is this girl here who is totally awesome and I have been becoming one of best friends. She is so wonderful. She is encouraging and positive. We both dislike boys and we have decided that Jesus is our new boyfriend. She is exactly the kind of encouragement I need. She also offers bad encouragement like getting 4 more holes in my ears and getting my belly button pierced, but still she is wonderful and means a lot to me and my face!